Is there anything new to say anymore? Not here anyway. There are always stories to tell, but I don't really think about this blog anymore, even though I choose to on occasion. But what is there to say really? What adventures am I having these days? Not much that I can tell really. Well there are, but they're mostly fabricated. I've done a lot of video work in the past few months so thats good. Now that I finally have all the equipment I need I've really been just going down the checklist of videos I've been meaning to work on for the last five or so years. Work is an open and shut case and all the good stories are written down for another day and posted on another blog. I can't really put it here for obvious reasons, but its still an adventure.
What else hmm... music comes and goes, exercise comes and goes and everything in between. I dunno. It's sort of a middle ground calm in the storm. A whats next? I tap my fingers on my desk and furl my brow and think think think. Not so much what do I need to do next, but what do I WANT to do next. The world is open and I can do what I want, so what is next? An apartment or house is the next little step, but that doesn't determine destiny or anything. Do I keep the job I have now for longer? Or shoot for higher ground? Do I stick around the place I call home or do I venture forth and try my hand in some other town and start over?
I dunno... I've never really liked to start over. I've had to do it far too many times in my life and very few times has it been a pleasant experience, but then again what is? Life is a series of the good and the bad and its just a matter of figuring out what works and how life works and well, I've found what works for me and that equals being happy. Happy with what I have, happy with what I've accomplished, and happy with what I know I'm capable of. I've gotta work in the motivation and not being complacent department, but for the moment I sit and ponder and ask myself what's next and hopefully not be writing this same thing out a few months from now.
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