Where have I been in the last two months? Despite it being a pretty crappy time and not without its difficult times a lot has happened. I’m not saying that I’m really happy with it all or just fine and dandy, but honestly if you want to feel better about tough times you have to look on the positives.
-I’ve written a lot of music and I mean a lot. I’ve been dividing it between three or so different projects: working on a new full length album with T3, a mini side project Polar Bears in the Jungle, and some duet like songs with a friend of mine.
-T3 in general is getting an overhaul. I was always wondering what the future would be concerning this little project of mine and what I would be doing with it if I moved away or if I didn’t. I had no idea where I would be and well, now that I’ve got nothing really going on or any idea what I’m going to do I guess I’ll be around here for awhile, so why not distract myself with my other love: music.
-I took care of consolidating my loans and while I’m not really looking forward to beginning my payments in a few months, but at least I don’t have to make it complicated anymore by paying three or four different ones at a time, just one so lucky lucky me.
-I bought a few things that I had been wanting to for awhile to learn a bit more about what I want to do. I got a neat little hand held HD camera as well as a new guitar. I had also bought a bass, but that wasn’t for me but well.. yeah anyway.
-I started running with a friend of mine. I’m still pretty lazy and don’t do it as often as I should, but its better than nothing and I do feel a little more healthy because of it.
-Despite my normal routine when I get really depressed or bad things happen to me, I managed to not completely stop eating. Yeah it was a problem for a bit, but I’ve managed to keep eating mostly regularly and I’m kind of proud of that. The last time something like this happened I lost a good 15 or so pounds because I couldn’t hold it together.
So here I sit some time later not really my normal self, but trying to look on the positive side I guess some good things have happened since then. Not that they couldn’t have otherwise, but again I’m trying to be positive here. Life is still hard and its still a day to day struggle and yeah I still sit and wonder lots of things, but….yeah. I’ll just stop here and try to remain positive, no matter how hard it is.
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