In the wake of recent developments I try so very hard to fill up my time with everything and anything imaginable so I don't have time to think.
-working at the bookstore has been a nice temporary solution, but the search for a real job is still not going well. It looks like I'm going to be taking some crap job in conway for a bit while I still look
-I play my guitar and bass CONSTANTLY and am consistently writing new music. Its still not enough for me sadly. I need to find a way to have band practices more often and get better at recording my own stuff so I have things to play with
-I will not be flying with my mom to Utah for the funeral despite my desire to do so. I'm not strong enough to do it one, and two I'll just fall apart and do something stupid knowing that she would only be 4 hours away from me. I just know that would be a dumb idea because as far as I know she wants nothing to do with me anymore even if I do.
So life is busy but not busy enough. Any suggestions?
yeah - I want to hire you to do my web site...I fell off the wagon a bit with that project, but I'm re-committed and ready to work at it...you? Love ya.
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