I hate being sick it causes the entire world to shut down for me. Luckily at this particular given time the whole world of Arkansas also shut down so its ok at the moment. We got yet another snowstorm earlier this week and its more snow then I've ever seen in my life in Arkansas. It honestly reminded me of being in Rexburg. But of course that only lasted one day and while there is still a lot of snow out there its bright and sunny outside right now and will continue to be for the rest of the weekend. Its only a matter of time before it all goes away.
As for me, thankfully my sickness is slowly going away as well which is good because I've been very worried about our big show tomorrow as is. My voice is almost back and my coughing has slowed down. I'm still not ready yet, but still have a day to prepare so we'll see what happens.
I'm living in a funk at the moment as I just had another one of those paralyzing dreams about an hour ago. I don't have them nearly as much anymore, but they still come in waves and it bothers me a whole lot. People say that they'll go away eventually but I dunno what eventually means. I'm assuming months and months and months from now or never. This time it was a text and I was about to send one back that said a very simple condensed how I feel now and felt good about it, knowing that it was going to be positive before I woke up. I always wonder in these dreams what the reaction would be, but I think I'll always wake up before them because my brain can't produce it. I know what I want to happen, but its not going to. The answer is always going to be blank.
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