After mulling on it over the past week I think I've made some decisions about my life that I'm going to change/fix/keep the same/do better/not care about etc. I'm still wondering what my real intentions are for. I've been in a slump for the better part of a year now since school ended and maybe this is the push I was needing. Probably not, but it sure doesn't hurt.
The crappy/hard thing about it all is the initial motivation for it will not get the result of what I want, yet will still yield very good results irregardless. So how does one change your desires to not get dissapointed when one good thing comes along even if the other good thing you wanted is not going to happen? Confused yet? Me too. : /
**hugs**
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