I'm very much unhappy about how this week is progressing. On the outside its just fine, happy even. Things are going well, there is hope for the near future. Things are clicking and I'm keeping busy and figuring things out. But on the inside they are breaking down and feeling worse and worse everyday. I'm not allowing myself to be depressed or sad or anything and I've got a legitimate smile on my face for a majority of the day this week as opposed to the fake one I've been putting up for a few months now. But that same sinking feeling is there on the inside reminding me of how its still there even though I've jammed it so far down in there.
Things aren't going to be any different than they already are nor is anything going to change really but as much as I'm looking away this week I know its not going to be a happy day, not by a long shot.
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