I was talking briefly to my friend today who gave me the go ahead about his apartment and that's pretty exciting. And sooner than I though too. Now the question is will I be financially able to then or do I need to wait a bit longer? Who knows, but it is nearly a done deal and that's a-ok. Not surprisingly I'm getting not the most encouragement from home about it, but this is what I feel like I need to do. I can't just sleep through my life anymore, hard blows to the head or not, its time for a change. I physically cannot just sit and wait for something to happen in my life anymore, I've gotta make something happen even if I don't quite know what that is.
Thinking about this however made me think of a letter I got not too long ago and made me think of how hypocritical both myself and the person who wrote it to me are. Irony is bitter and crappy. Oh well, no fixing it now.
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