Sleep Is A Luxury That I Cannot Afford

Why is it so much harder to wake up and function to get to work by 9am than it is to be there at 5am? This is a concept I'll never understand.

Nor will I understand that in my 26 years of existence that when you have a complicated schedule coming up that you should get ahead or at least stick to the schedule you have so that when things do get more busy. Argh.. because I'm dumb thats why. Here's a look at the forecast:

-work 9-4 today
-head to Derek's to boo at myself for T3 practice
-take a break and head to The Rev Room to see Belair play and boo at Jameson for awhile because he's a horrible horrible guitarist. (this joke never gets old to me as my favorite part of any show of theirs is to boo and yell at him around people who don't get that he's my friend and I'm not being serious then proceed to get pissed at me. Especially when I write on their wall on facebook the next morning praising the band but informing them of how much he sucks and they need to kick him out.) I'm an ass.
-go back home and yell at myself some more for not finishing up this wedding video in all the time in the world that I've had this past week to work on it before staying up super late tonight finishing it so I can get paid for it tomorrow
-attempt to sleep for a few hours? *crosses fingers*
-drive to Memphis for a very short lived reunion with an old friend
-drive straight back to go straight to work most likely for the 5am shift.
Boo. I'm an idiot sometimes. I miss the days of my last couple of semesters of college where I had forced myself to have homework and other projects done at least 3 or 4 days in advance.

Also I'm apparently deeper into another confusing situation than I thought. Or what else does it mean when a conversation turns to:
"You're not exempt either."
"?? From what?"
"Making my life complicated."

How did my hat get thrown into the ring there? I was pretty sure I gave up on that a few months ago, but apparently I was already in. *sigh* These sorts of things never come up when I'm actually happy about being on my own do they, nooooo sir.